There comes a time in your life where you have to step back and reflect on a situation. May it be how you’re being treated in your job, maybe a friend isn’t being a very good friend or maybe it’s another fuck boy, just being a real dick. For me recently I’ve faced most of them situations and found myself having to pull myself away to assess what is happening and is it really the right situation for me. Now I’m getting older I want a days life, I don’t have the time for drama or gossip. I just want everything to go smoothly without the hassle. So this is where I’ve been assess all of my situations to know if it’s really worth my time.
Sometimes you can find yourself in situations where you know the person or environment is bad for you. But still there you are. For me I recently found myself in a bad situation but I still kept going back despite the fact I knew it was one, going no where, and two I wasn’t being given the worth I deserved. So While I was happy to stay at the time I knew I needed to make changes in order for the situation to get better or to give me the push to leave.
Of course by asking for more from a bad situation it can go one of two ways. I thought at first is was going great, changes were happening. Progress was well and truly on it’s way. But it all soon flopped again. This was where I had to know my worth. I knew it was a waste of my time and time to move on.
I think the most important part I noticed that when I’d had enough the other person didn’t show much response which validated the situation and how little respect there in fact was. It can be sad how lost we can get in situations to not see our worth and how little respect in fact we are receiving. The past few weeks have been a wake up call for me to know where I’m at, but also what I deserve from someone. I shouldn’t need to be left on read for two days before I get a response and it’s all on their terms.
My confidence is something that has really been knocked recently. I don’t know why but I know my work life and personal life have both been affected from it. So I think the point of me coming to the conclusion that I am worth something, even something more than what I’ve been made to feel is pushing me to get my confidence back and go for whatever I want and will give me the worth I’m deserved.
I just wanted to write this post as a little motivated / pat on that back to myself but also to anyone else who has been feeling a bit shitty atm, and not really been treated with the respect they deserve.